Saturday, February 5, 2011

Death - The Begining

To cherish life to the fullest one has to die, at least once. One certainty of life is death, I cannot think of another. With every breath I take I move one step closer to my end. This is no new phenomenon, this movement began with the first gasp of air I took as a newborn. I wonder what will happen of me with death - will that be the end or will it mark another beginning? What I claim to be me was never me, the body is only a transient form of all the food, water & air assimilated through the process of eating, drinking & breathing. In the beginning there was nothing, even the single cell that I took form from was created from the non-living. So am I to believe that I am just a transformed form of the food I have eaten in my life? If my body is the creation of the non-living food then that (the body) cannot be me. What am I - am I just a projection created by some chemical reactions taking place in the brain, so with the cessation of these reactions in the brain with death will I too cease to exist? That leads to another interesting question - when was I born? I do not remember ever being a zygote, I do not remember anything from my period of infancy, was it that the brain chemistry had to attain a certain level of criticality for me (the consciousness) to take form? If death is the non-existence of consciousness then I emerged out of something very dead; out of the non-conscious emerged consciousness.
Why do I fear death if I have never known it? Does this fear not represent a resentment to the ultimate truth to life - or is it the truth, is there more to death than an end or is it the beginning?

2 comments:

  1. Yea...the only thing we fear is fear itself....saints have found that there is a silent witness state that is formless/all inclusive which occurs once we drop all effort...I guess this might be our absolute reality...I guess anything that changes cannot be us like our body, beliefs, mind, attitudes etc...I believe that deep sleep holds the secret to the unchangeable I/absolute truth of who we are...guess we need to train ourselves to let go powerfully enough to reach awareness in deep sleep state to find ourselves

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  2. "To cherish life to the fullest one has to die" this statement is so true...we derive meaning of any experience by comparison...like we realize the real meaning of thirst only when we are almost going to die out of lack of water...so in essence death holds the real meaning of life itself...because anything compared to death will reveal its true nature!

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